Hey, so I was put in the hospital for a few days. My attitude is different. I haven’t completely given up, at least. There’s no reason to let those people control my life.
I’m going to make a real effort not to purge anymore because they told me that my medications were rendered useless due to the purging. So, it’s time to find some other coping skill.
There’s still haziness in my head. Hopefully that’ll pass soon.
One of the men that raped me when I was a little girl had the nerve to send me a friend request on facebook. They just won’t leave me alone. It will never end. I hate that he saw me and I hate that I had to see him.
I’m really done with this. I’ve stopped taking my medicine. Let’s see how long till I lose my mind and finally end this.
You know I don’t enjoy being this way. I think it’s pathetic. I’m weak and I need to just get a grip but I’ve tried so many times. But shit like that just keeps happening and I can’t handle it anymore.
I reblog this every time it comes up on my dashboard, not because it is a “rule” but because every time I see it the love and sincerity on her face hit me all over again and I think everyone deserves to see that.
And THIS is why I adore Catherine Tate. She’s loud and brash but in quieter moments… her soul comes shining through and it makes everything about her so much more beautiful.
- comfort someone
- be comforted
- go to a quiet place
- press a magic button and fix everything
- get a hug
- see something cute
- hear rain noises
- play cute games
- cut something/someone (blood)
- break something
- open a window
- have a guided relaxation
- listen to nature sounds (or here)
- do nothing for 2 minutes
- play the piano
- make cute ecards
- make cool music (ex.)
- get an idea for what to do
- avoid boredom
- watch a dream
- have a stickman adventure
Lets get one thing straight, shall we? People that have ANY form of ED don’t care how YOU look. They only hate their OWN bodies. They only see THEIR flaws. Not YOURS.
ugh I fucking hate it when people take my ED personally like that. ‘well then you must think I’m disgusting’